:/

I don't really know what to say.

Lets do stream of consciousness. Begin.

I was outside in the street laying on my back looking at the sky and there were almost no stars out. Earlier I'd been doing dishes and mom informs me that its not appropriate to make out in the back field while they're gone because its public and that's not appropriate in public. Also its a problem when Lauren sits on my lap because the chairs are old and it makes my family think we're making out so that they just avoid us.

No one was outside though, except some people down the road and who really cares? I don't know. Maybe I'm just rediculous, maybe I'm totally oblivious, but I don't see why we can't at least make out outside when no ones around.

This is really frustrating. This is the kind of shit that makes me want to go back to Massachusetts or go back to college or run away from home barefoot and with no money.

To those who are about to die for free love, I salute you.