So, wow...

I haven't been on this blog in freaking ages.

Good lord. There's sophomore stuff here. Maybe freshman, who knows?

God, what a time warp. lol.

Say hello to my next tattoo. Still needs a tail tho. 

"Music was the secret sanctuary of my soul; music was my god, the only master I would ever serve again." 

Possible future tattoo. Minus the anchor. :/ 

To your love

I want to be able to update MySpace and facebook again and put in that I'm single, as pathetic as that is. I look at the status, In A Relationship, and am startled by it every time.

I want to be able to write a list of what I'm looking for in a partner, and put it up as a reminder or a prayer, without worrying about her seeing it.

I want to be with someone I pursued.
Someone with blue eyes.
Someone who likes to cuddle.
Who will sing to me,
And whose singing will haunt me.
Someone who can spell
Or at the very least, makes an effort.
Someone who is quick to laugh.
Someone who likes poetry,
Who appreciates a poem sent via post
Written on red paper.
Someone who sees who I am
And loves it, rather than
Always trying to change me.
Someone who would be willing to try going camping,
Who likes to swim,
Who will lay with me on the beach
And watch the stars.
Someone who loves me more than their addiction.
Someone passionate and honest
Who is an amazing kisser,
Someone up for wild sex every now and then.
Someone who can tolerate my obsessions
And maybe even like them, for my sake.
Someone who can have fun at a park
On a swingset, barefoot at sunset.

Someone who loves me,
Whom I love in return,
And who wants to make it last.